there is a great wave of denials because of the slavemasters
who wish to be free to own slaves. any talk of love
makes them spit angry denials
like nails coming out of their mouths into jesus' palms.

just loud lies to cover up their cruelty.

just loud screams of denial of guilt
but guilt was only ever a denial of innocence.


i feel
that innocence came first
and that guilt has been jealous and lying about it
ever since. i have
seen this.

and there is a rainbow in the garden where we were all poisoned
by the great serpent, by the Lord of Decievers














in that Garden of myth







the serpent who decieved us.
and we were outcaste
because the serpent was cast out of a high place
and despised us like he proudly despised the Creative Intelligence.



like Zeus killing Kronus
and a host of liars once again despise love and freedom and truth
because those
are the wedges
those are
the levers
those are
the planks
those are
the shims that keep the bookcase steady
and all they can do
the evil insane
is lie
and slowly
deny themselves
out of existance.










and lie again
and call innocence
a "denial of guilt.'

and deny that they have lied
and attempt to rape our hearts
with the same lies
snidely
insincerely
and they lie again.













how could
beings
deny themselves out of existance?

Buddha made scrolls.



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if yin and yang
are desire and ego
siddartha had words for ananda:
"work out your own salvation. do not deify your idea of my wisdom."

then he left that time
to jump into his philosophical vehicle
and do all he could for us

even while they
copied down
his early statements
calcifying them into a religion
even when he asked them
to work it out themselves.



bodhicitta came anyway
siddartha got it when
the rajasic cloister was shattered by Monastick observation


later
padmasambavha had it
and explained it to tsogyal

in a charnel cave
the walls dripping with
dank moisture
magick spells,
scrolls and
the sweat of lovers....



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